51 on FAR beginning to wonder if I can do it/if accounting is for me

I just got a 51 on FAR for the first time, it was actually pretty traumatizing considering I actually put the appropriate amount of studying in (200 hours). It’s really a kick in the gut, I’m really beginning to wonder if accounting is for me, I barely skimmed by college getting C’s. it just really doesn’t make sense to me no matter how much time and effort I put in. I’m currently working as a tax accountant and even that I’m terrible at I’ve been extremely slow at picking things up and literally hate everything about my job. I just don’t know what to do at this point, I want my CPA but I really don’t think I have it in me.

Also I used Becker (far too complicated didn’t learn anything) and Roger (learned a little)