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I haven’t been actively posting recently due primarily to the depression I felt after my BEC exam two weeks ago. That thing literally killed my confidence from the very first 3 MCQ’s. First testlet is horrendously hard, I couldn’t tell whether the second testlet went easier or harder. I have so many computational question, it took me a good 2:30 hours to finish MCQs so I have to rush through the SIM. Out of the four TBS, I probably have one that is doable (translation “easier” not easy), the rest is hard as hell. By the time I start WC my mind is literally frozen and add the fact that I only have 20 minutes left. I can’t for the life of me think of anything to write. When you hear of writer’s block – you imagine someone in front of a typewriter/computer and cannot think of the first sentence to write – that was me. I don’t know how I manage to write something, but I was only able to come up roughly two sentence each after the introductory sentence. I think I just restate the question and that’s it… no buzz words or whatever. I was like a zombie by then I can’t remember what I wrote nor can I remember the topics… really!
Well, two weeks is more than enough to dwell. I have since move on to studying REG. Eek! For two reasons (1) I don’t see a point restudying for BEC until I know for sure I failed (always hope no matter what), and (2) It depresses me to look at the BEC book right now, it’s killing my drive to go on.
There’s really no question to ask in this post. I just need to vent – sorry guys I have no one else who would understand!
AUD - 91
BEC - 82
FAR - 84
REG - 88”Success at anything will always come down to this: focus & effort. And we control both...” ~ The Rock
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