Rollie is a NINJA CPA blogger.
Disclaimer: The following blog post features unedited raw emotion and exciting inner-self dialogue.
Reactions weeks later are still strong and angry from the riveting 74 on BEC. As you can see, I am still angry that I got a 74. I was hoping to finally get one under my belt for some momentum.
Alas, it did not happen and I am back to studying cost accounting and oligopolies. Hopefully, I will feel more confident in a couple weeks for the retake. If the trend continues for my BEC retakes (73, 74). I should be good to go!
Some deep philosophical questions I have asked myself in the last few weeks while continuing to study for the CPA Exam include the following:
“Am I too stupid for this test?”
“Am I too stupid in general?”
“Am I a really bad test taker?”
“Do I really want this?”
“Why does NASBA hate me?”
“Does Aldi's have a better price per pound for steak than Hy-Vee?”
“Oh wait. I keep failing. We don't have money for steaks!”
I am hoping to turn these questions into something more positive as I get closer to retaking BEC.
In the meantime, just keep swimming.